Yesterday i was looking at the front page of the malay mail, and a little box caught my attention, it said: "superman dies" or something like that, so i was like WTF?! so anyways i flipped to the page, and what i thought was true! Christopher reeves died! hahaha he died of a heart attack while in the hospital with his family..so i guess that was okay..is it ever okay to die? haha i remember superman being an influence on my life when i was a small boy..i think i was in kindergarten..i watched superman, and i remember tucking a towel in the back of my collar, and running around with my hands in front of me in the shape of a 'h' pretending i was flying just like him..i even remember wearing my underwear on the outside! man, i was a stupid little kid then..haha how quick time passes..then i was thinking about other famous people who have died recently..i only rememberd Aaliyah (is that how you spell her name?) anyways, i was just bumming around at home, and then i recieved a phone call from christin and she said 'aaliyah died!' and i remembered laughing alot hahaha then she told me that she died in a plane crash and that it was on the news..anyways it turned out to be true :p well i guess accepting deaths isn't a very easy thing to do..i remember when my family recieved the news of my uncle's death..my mum got off the phone crying..everyone was asking what? why? how? when? and she broke down some more while giving the news..man that really sucked..last year, august, i remember 2 of my friend's dads passed away as well..that was a depressing month..i lost out on a date, we almost didn't enter for the botb audition, happiness seemed like miles away..joking around seemed like the last thing on everybody's mind..there were funerals to attend..problems to be solved..questions to be answered..i guess dying isn't such a good thing after all.

damn, this post went from happy to not so happy. haha.