you know, before today, i always held the firm belief that sickness is all in your head..it's just a state of mind.. people are sick only cos they let themselves believe that they are sick

i'm not the kind of guy who falls sick easily, and even if i do feel sick, i simply ignore it and go out and have fun anyway..hence me going to the doctor less than 5 times a year..haha

whenever people told me that they were too sick to go out, i always called bullshit, and said they just didn't want to go out :p
i mean, come on- who is too sick to go do something they really wanted to do in the first place?

it's like the will to live- some people get told they have 5 weeks to live when diagnosed with some fatal disease and they go on living 25 years..to me, sickness was something like that- it was all in your head

well, today i finally gave in..my faith in my theory has crumbled to the ground :(
when you have to go to the toilet more than 10 times in 2 days, something is wrong..and my mind can't explain the growth of ulcers in my mouth either..i can't just think them away..i tried concentrating hard, and they still stuck around..damn ulcers :p (no hx, your saltwater trick didn't work haha)

so now i'm stuck with a shitload of pills and some gel for my ulcers..i can't say that sickness is just a state of mind with a straight face anymore..haha